I woke up like always. I successfully carried out routines of choice and those forced upon me by choices I’ve made in the past that now move me by default in a way so ingrained, I only realized after the fact and with much effort.
Having mentally caught up with the present. I sit on the terrace with back towards the sun, fresh air in my lungs, unburden by thoughts.
Just like these few lines on paper, I just am.
Blank moments ahead are not allowed to shake me from my present self.
Thoughts fade in and out of existence, imprinting something of relevance, or not.
Now is not their moment, its mine and mine alone!